Friday, July 22, 2016

As I turn 26 tonight

I am not nervous right now. In a few minutes, when the long and short needles of the clock meet each other at 12am, I will turn 26 years old. I have declared that I am not nervous but not sure why I did it, not sure if I am supposed to be nervous. I could have been anything - happy, sad, scared or maybe restless - but the only emotion I can anticipate right now is of nervousness. But as I said, that's not happening. I am not nervous. I feel nothing to be honest.

Right now, I am in a company of 2 good friends in Gokarna, a place that I love by the way. So, I guess things are pretty much fine.

As I turn 26 tomorrow, I'll still be the same. I mean things don't change overnight. But that's the bad part. At this stage of my life, I am doing exactly what majority of all other people my age are doing. I am running in this life's race, working in decent organization and drawing a decent salary. The bad part I was referring to is the fact that inspire of being in a pretty stable zone, there is sense of